Just back from the malaysia trip.this trip was more fun as compared to last year due to the introduction of a few more crappier juniors like benjamin raj-a who got so much cock to talk.haha.felt that after this trip, we get to know each other better esp. with the juniors who just got in.for me personally, this trip is both a memorable and a forgetable one.Memorable in the sense that we had fun together as a team, forgetable in the sense that my football had nose-dived again.felt kind of disapointed with myself.i tot i had not only let myself down,but also my team-mates and coach and ms koh down.Especially after all the cut seeing fellow seniors being dropped out of the team after working so hard, i felt i should perfrom better not worse.but during this trip, i made silly mistakes.really silly ones.positioning 0,awareness 0, marking 0.everything 0.wad's wrong with me?i dun really care now cos that's the past.i should start looking forward to the future and improve on my performance.i can't change the past but i can change tomorrow.it's not over.