juz finished a memorable 7-8km fast march carrying a 20+kg load on thurs.that was the first time i think in 3 months that i ever carried a load and marched ever since the completion of my sispec course way back in august.was made front scout and thus have to lead the guys with my pace.it definitely wasn't easy.especially the ending part where we have to march round and round the parade square until the last guy came back.literally felt like crying but am glad that i made it through.next week will be the start of my recce course and i am gonna pull through it no matter how hard it gonna be.